Sunday, May 23, 2010 Y 1:20 AM
THOUGHT: The wonderful and the scary thing about love is that it's ageless. It might happen when you're 15, it might happen when you're 25 or it might even happen when you're 40. But never stop waiting for it.Happy 11 months babes. : ) It's really hard to believe that it's already been 11 months. These past 11 months have probably been some of the darkest and some of the happiest months I've ever experienced. I've never loved anyone more, I've never laughed because of anyone more and I've never been so happy. It's because of this that I want to go through the gloomy days. It's
because you're the in the light at the end of the tunnel. You've made me a better person. You've made me more confident. You've given me courage. You've given me inspiration and when I can't stand on my own, you're always there to help me walk, step by step.
I don't know what about yesterday made me feel this way, but ever since you left my heart's just been bursting with love. Was it just the fact that you were there for me? Was it because you never complained or was it because everything I needed from you, you needed from me too? It's amazing how perfect you are. It's not that you know how to be perfect. It's not that you practise to be perfect. But that you just are perfect, simply by doing the best you can. Hearing your voice today without all the Timmy's noise was just .. amazing. You got my heart thumping and all I could do was smile. You are my perfection.
Babes, our love shouldn't be something that's kept secret. I want to shout it from the roof tops. I want to stick it in your parent's face like a cherry pie xP. I want a big tattoo that says SAM with a heart. I want the world to know what we have and that we only got it through God's grace.
I, Elaine Yee Ling Chan, love you, Samuel Hyun Seo Park, so friggen much. Happy (1 hour and 50mins) belated 11 months my fiance.
