Tuesday, May 4, 2010 Y 11:13 PM
THOUGHT: Argh. You say they don't hate me .. anymore, but they'll honestly never like me. I'm just not what they want .. and that hurts.You know what I hate? Waiting and wasting time, which is exactly what waiting is. I also don't want to put all my time, effort, and money into something that's never gonna change. Waiting for results is the worst and you have to remain hopeful the whole time because you might not get the result you're looking for until the very last second. That's always a possibility. I mean if I have to wait, atleast make the time frame reasonable .. T.T
Of course sometimes you can always force the change. This will probably happen in my case. They'll have to give me the result I want .. willingly or not, in say .. 4 years. I guess we can call that my time frame. : )
