Tuesday, February 16, 2010 Y 8:20 PM
THOUGHT: Sam's not gonna like this ...I hate you .. not with a passion or anything .. I just .. don't like you.I hate your morals and your blinded stubbornness.I hate your traditions and your close-mindedness.I hate you hiding behind your faith.I hate you for hurting him.I hate you for making both our lives difficult.I hate you for never giving me a chance.I hate you for holding him from me.I hate the expectations you have.I hate you for not being able to trust him.I just really really don't like you right now, and I regret the fact that we're going to have to be family. One day you're gonna realize the mistake you're making right now and the mistake you've been making the whole time and he's going to be happy that you're proud and that he's finally gained your approval but I don't think that's going to be enough for me ...I wonder .. if an egg hitting a wall is very loud .. what about a window ..
