Sunday, November 1, 2009 Y 8:30 PM
THOUGHT: I deserve a slap on the knee .. better yet make it one in the face. It's not even the fact that I
could have caused damage to the car and I that I was going to get in trouble for that. It is the fact that I think I'm honestly dangerous. I could have really hurt someone. Obviously it has room for improvement but I never thought I was bad at it. I thought I was doing pretty well especially with my instructor. I never had the chance to practise but he never said anything so obviously I picked it up fairly quickly. Sometimes I forgot how to do things but after being reminded I could do them pretty well, well atleast to expectation. But really today showed me how bad I really am. I use to always just blame it on the stick because there's so much more to concentrate on but it's not that. It's my lack of judgement, a flaw in my observation and I'm definitely not up to par. I don't want to hurt anyone and I want to stop making hearts jump erratically everytime so maybe I should just take a break for a bit. I feel like someone that was expecting atleast a B+ that ended up getting a C- ..
