Wednesday, September 23, 2009 Y 9:44 PM
THOUGHT: Turn up the music, drown out the noise, I don't want to hear it anymore. I just want everything to stop, to just shut up and stop functioning for just an hour. The thoughts are all driving me crazy. I honestly wish right now that my mind was an empty slate, no emotion, no worries. I've just got such a terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach and it won't go away. I've felt this feeling before, but this time, I feel like something's gonna happen this weekend. Something bad's gonna happen. I really, really don't know why. I think I'm just being stupid. But really I'm feeling very overwhelmed. I think it's just the pressure getting to me and nothing's exactly at it's best. Well really, nothing's changed, I just feel lost. I know I'm over thinking but I can't stop the thoughts.
