Thursday, September 24, 2009 Y 4:03 PM
THOUGHTS: Just one of those hair ripping, mascara smudging moods. Being insanely tired + having crap assignments thrown at you + having an overwhelming couple days = a very displeased, punch the fucker in the face, elaine. I know full well that I really just need to take a step back and breathe. But I really don't want to hear it.
It's funny because everyone goes through that. Where they're in the shittiest mood, you ask them what's wrong, they tell you and you go well it's not that bad. You tell them what could help and they get all defensive going noo but blah blah blah. They just don't want to hear it. It's the whole wallowing in self-pity thing. They think they're
so special that they're the centre of the
whole world. That's the worst about depressed people. They're so God damn selfish. All the think about is how the world is making
them miserable. Yea, because the rest of the world is just doing so great.
Damn that softball tournament. I was hoping so bad they wouldn't get in. We suck it up and deal with the choices we make, right? Well, I have a headache. I'm going to sleep.
