Tuesday, May 5, 2009 Y 4:11 PM
THOUGHT: I use to think that it was easier to forgive and forget, but I'd rather forget than forgive. When I told you, I could already hear the judgment in your voice. That's when we stopped being best friends
First of all, I used you ?! Say WHAT ! Who the fuck helped you pass your courses ? Who the fuck fixed your broken ass computer ? Who the fuck downloaded all 200 songs for you and fucking ordered them on HER computer ? Who the fuck listened to you whine and cry about how horrible your life was ?! I USED YOU ! What exactly did I use you for ?! Your intelligence ? Your money ? Your sense of compassion ? RIGHT.
Whoever said "blood is thicker than water" (I think that's how the quote goes) is
damn right. Both of you go and fucking complain that I ditched you guys. That I left and I was the one that broke our friendship when after all the shit that went down you didn't even try to contact me in ANY form.
To the first one. All I have to say is don't go and fucking tell me (
or anyone else) that you did it because you were best friends when we weren't even talking at that time. Don't lie to my face and say you did it for my own good because I know you didn't ! You knew you were wrong because after it happened, if you were my fucking best friend you would have gone home with me that day. I would have been crying on your shoulders but NO. The next time that we actually talked was when I, yes ME, messaged you and said that I wanted to talk to you about what happened. When I proved to your face that all you said was bullshit you stopped talking. After that I knew it was over.
Also, when I wrote my note on the internet and you said that
everyone knew it was me talking shit about you. I don't know how the fuck anyone knew because I didn't tell anyone except for maybe Ashley, Eva and Will what happened. I only told people that wouldn't have said jack shit so
how did everyone know ?
I'm so pissed off right now. SHIT SON. lol. that's my phrase of the week. I doubt I'll forget. But I've forgiven, for now. But if any of you bitches ever read this. Don't take pride in the fact that you do have the ability to piss me off because I've never once regretted anything that's happened in my life. The person I am now, is who I want to be so I guess I can thank you guys for that.
