THOUGHT: Marriam Webster defines superficial as "Concerned only with the obvious or apparent: Shallow"
I believe that people really need to get a grip on themselves when they go and say "I LOVE YOU but no homo." Like what the hell ?! Who invented this phrase because I must shoot this person. I don't understand the necessity to actually point out that yes you do love that person, but you are not IN LOVE with that person. Only possible 10% of the viewing audience would actually believe that you are homosexual. In addition to this, only those that know you and are your friends should be viewing your page. For all those that don't know you or barely know you, who gives half a shit what they think ? In my opinion, the phrase "no homo" is just taking up space. I think that just MAYBE I hate that phrase more than "STYLL". It is a fad and it must stop, now. If I ever see a girl OR a guy slap someone else' ass of the same sex and say "HAHA NO HOMO" I'm gonna flip out. : )

THOUGHT: I believe love is defined as being able to see what is best for the one you love and still giving it to him(or her) no matter how much it hurts you.
I have just finished watching the finale of Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend). It's a japanese drama about this company that creates a robot that is suppose to be the ideal boyfriend according the girl's preference. Of course the main character eventually falls for him and well, I won't ruin the ending but it was really sad. I've been bawling my eyes for 5 minutes already x ). I'm such a softy, but I think it was soo cute. I wouldn't say the drama was particularily amazing though. For those asian drama watchers you MUST see Fated To Love You. I think that one is my all time favourite and Bull Fighting : ). Anyhow. I've realized recently that I have been very emotional. I don't really know why. This morning there was a video on broadcast and I started tearing o.o. This is unusual because the video was about these two males that went to Rick Hansen and were involved in a car crash (RIP) but I didn't even know them and I started tearing anyways. >< . Emotions are difficult to understand and almost impossible to grasp. There is no set way to determine a person's emotions. Could this be another reason psychology has become my career focus ?

THOUGHT: Fred Astaire once said :" The hardest job kids face today is learning good manners without seeing any."
So here I am rushing down the stairs from the third floor trying to get to class on time because I'm late like 50% of the time. What happens when I try to get down this stairwell ON THE RIGHT SIDE? There is someone in front of me on every step. Like goodness people, at least learn the courtesy to walk on the right side of the path or wherever you are. This fustrates me to no end. Learn some manners. Mannerism should be a mandatory class. I believe with all my heart that the 90's was the best era to live in. There was the freedom we have now and people atleast had ethics and manners back then. I also believe it was the best fashion era of all time, but that's another story. Ethics and manners are the two things that make humans civilized and they have become highly contorted in the 21st century. People need to learn to think outside of the box and possibly show a little compassion.

THOUGHT: Quick fixes can't lead to long term changes, so don't expect them to.
OMG woke up late AND was late for school AGAIN! This makes me so angry. I hate being late. But I have to stop skipping, it doesn't look good on my report card x ) . SO my solution? I've decided that I'm gonna start running in the morning. I've been meaning to make it part of my daily routine but I was thinking about doing it at like .. 5:00 pm or something but 7:00 am works too >: ) . This way I wake up early enough to not be late AND I keep my cardio and body in check. It's gotten pretty sloppy in the last 6 months. only I am to blame, so it's all gonna change. Gotta have my beach body for this summer right? ; ) . I should probably stop eatting so much all the time too .. x ) but I love the food !

Regardless I've vowed to never go on a fad diet. I know everyone's thought about, skipped a meal thinking this will cut down on all the fat I'm eatting. But for me, if I'm gonna do something I wanna do it right. What's the point in doing trial and error if I know the outcome is gonna be wrong. I've done the research. I know the facts. So I'm gonna do it and I'm gonna do it right : ).
BTW JASON TRAN, if you ever read this, this is all your fault ! Ruining my sleeping habits : P. I was up till 12:30 on this site. Oh gosh. I'm horrible x ) .

THOUGHT: I wish everyone could be true to who they are but the world's not perfect.
If i could choose any superpower in the whole world i would choose to have the ability to read minds, to be able to know what someone is thinking when they think it. Or like .. be able to ask the question .. i wonder what he thinks of me and just know. I bet everyone at one time or another has. The main reason for this ? Probably because throughout my whole life until maybe 2 years ago, my actions were geared towards pleasing the ones around me and their thoughts were considered in everything i did. In grade seven, 80% of my friends thought i was a slut because i was trying to help out one of my guy friends, telling him that it wasn't right that his girlfriends didn't treat him properly and didn't really spend any time with him out of her own will..only when asked. i told him i'd talk to her. What happened? my friends thought i was trying to break them up .. and actually accused me of cheating on my boyfriends. i barely talked to any of my guy friends for the rest of the year. Sad i know. now? i want to be able to read minds simply because i want to know how people treat me is the real shit. i'm tired of being played. i'm tired of being lied to. i'm tired of being confused. i don't want that kinda shit in my life anymore. i don't have the strength or the will to deal with those kind of people anymore.
Be real, grant me the ability to read minds or GTFO

omg first blog !! x )
THOUGHT: All the good and the bad makes you who you are right at this moment. Love them don't regret them.
i want to dedicate my first blog to my one and only best girlfriends. Without you guys i don't know who i'd be now. We've been through all the bull shit and all the joys together. Memories we've made and shoe prints we've left. You can't start to imagine how much you guys mean to me. At one point or another, i have put my trust in another, not because you two can't be trusted but i felt as if i've let you down and i didn't want you to judge me. But to be honest i know now more than ever that i can trust you guys with anything and i can not and will not ever keep anything from you two. This last month was hard, and i made some difficult choices but strangely enough you guys have known for MONTHS that i should have made this choice already. And push came to shove and it was made. i can't be happier : ) . If things were any different, like we said even one little change like me going to glen .. EVERYTHING would be different so i'm SO glad i didn't go. i'm so happy about everyone we've met together, all the friendships we've made together, and all the images that will forever leave an impression.
you two are the love of my life, the air i breathe, and i'll never let you two go . <3
ps this isn't the end .. just for now : ) XOXO

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